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Dear Disappointment
I will probably have reached my destination by the time this letter reaches you. I have been stuck at the station for several days now but the train is due any minute and from that point on the journey becomes routine and short-lived. I had to cross two dams before I arrived here. They [...]

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Dear Disappointment
Last night there was a real commotion down the road, I don’t know exactly where but I’m willing to bet that it was somewhere in the region of the abandoned station, that or it was the 24 hour mirror bar. You know the one, well lit hall of being forced to stare at your [...]

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Dear Disappointment
Memories only brought about by the intense closeness of this heated,humid atmosphere, it is draining in more ways than I can think to tell you. Sorry, I have not written in a long time, this city has been awash with warm rain and the streets are grimy, litter strewn semi rivers that flow raggedly [...]

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Dear Disappointment
Proving at least to myself that you never need to go far to realise you’re boxed in, these feet have been leading me far afield and often at night, I can never get far without daylight and last time I actually did I walked all the way to the neighbouring town, I didn’t want [...]

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I think I might just have recovered from the blow that you dealt me, ie I think I may have recovered from you, in doing so I think I’ve dealt out exactly the same in many cases which really points to me being a simple part of the process, well its hard to imagine I’d [...]

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Dear Disappointment
It’s hot here, hotter than anything I’ve known before, castaway somewhere strange, like a forgotten cove with a forgotten way of life. By day the sea is a blue and translucent full of colourful fish and rippling sunlight, by night it becomes the backdrop to a mass merry go round of fun and games, [...]

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Dear Disappointment
I broke into the field that they fenced off, remember the one we used to walk on, the same one those cans are currently festering in.
No matter if you don’t remember it or have chosen to erase my memory and overwrite it with another, it’s all up here in my own uncertain head.
I took [...]

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Dear Disappointment
I’m painting, painting myself right out of the solar system, I’ve seen you flanked by two statues, marble like and I was moving among one of them, then I was gone again.
I’ve never needed drugs, I’m sure you’d agree, I can see all sorts of insane things without chemical enhancement.
I realise you’re probably a [...]

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Backstory

Dear Disappointment
I believe the last itme I wrote I may have left you wondering if I was alive or not, not that you may have cared but even so I’m still alive (in my own way)
I don’t remember much, just hitting the ground and then a vauge pleasant feeling that I imagine a prisoner of [...]

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Mind Nausea

Dear Disappointment
I’m rolling, kind of falling but not entirely, I’ve slept long and hard on this but I’m no closer to any form of conclusion.
I do feel sick though. Really sick.
Well I’m back now, not quite a million miles away, not that I ever was but I think I’m closer to under a mile away [...]

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