Posted in Dear Disappointment on October 11, 2007 | No Comments »
Dear Disappointment
Proving at least to myself that you never need to go far to realise you’re boxed in, these feet have been leading me far afield and often at night, I can never get far without daylight and last time I actually did I walked all the way to the neighbouring town, I didn’t want [...]
Posted in Dear Disappointment on August 24, 2007 | No Comments »
I think I might just have recovered from the blow that you dealt me, ie I think I may have recovered from you, in doing so I think I’ve dealt out exactly the same in many cases which really points to me being a simple part of the process, well its hard to imagine I’d [...]
Posted in Dear Disappointment on July 10, 2007 | No Comments »
Dear Disappointment
It’s hot here, hotter than anything I’ve known before, castaway somewhere strange, like a forgotten cove with a forgotten way of life. By day the sea is a blue and translucent full of colourful fish and rippling sunlight, by night it becomes the backdrop to a mass merry go round of fun and games, [...]
Posted in Dear Disappointment on April 9, 2007 | No Comments »
Dear Disappointment
I broke into the field that they fenced off, remember the one we used to walk on, the same one those cans are currently festering in.
No matter if you don’t remember it or have chosen to erase my memory and overwrite it with another, it’s all up here in my own uncertain head.
I took [...]
Posted in Dear Disappointment on April 5, 2007 | No Comments »
Dear Disappointment
I’m painting, painting myself right out of the solar system, I’ve seen you flanked by two statues, marble like and I was moving among one of them, then I was gone again.
I’ve never needed drugs, I’m sure you’d agree, I can see all sorts of insane things without chemical enhancement.
I realise you’re probably a [...]
Posted in Dear Disappointment on March 21, 2007 | No Comments »
Dear Disappointment
I believe the last itme I wrote I may have left you wondering if I was alive or not, not that you may have cared but even so I’m still alive (in my own way)
I don’t remember much, just hitting the ground and then a vauge pleasant feeling that I imagine a prisoner of [...]
Posted in Dear Disappointment on March 15, 2007 | No Comments »
Dear Disappointment
I’m rolling, kind of falling but not entirely, I’ve slept long and hard on this but I’m no closer to any form of conclusion.
I do feel sick though. Really sick.
Well I’m back now, not quite a million miles away, not that I ever was but I think I’m closer to under a mile away [...]
Posted in Dear Disappointment on March 2, 2007 | No Comments »
Dear Disappointment
Further to my last letter, I have been watching that inviting little sideroad go by time and time again, I have not really counted the number of times I’ve gone by it, just know that it is a lot and still nothing has changed.
But! haha yes, remember I always had that ability to come [...]
Posted in Dear Disappointment on February 24, 2007 | No Comments »
Dear Disappointment
I have been driving round in circles for longer than I care to admit or in truth can actually remember, It’s gotten so bad that when I call in at the same filling station, at the same time, the guy behind the counter (still don’t know his name) already has my coffee ready for [...]
Posted in Dear Disappointment on February 21, 2007 | No Comments »
Dear Disappointment I have been rising early, much too early, considering how I feel now, how I’ve been feeling lately. I don’t blame you for getting a little hacked off with that, and I’m sure that joined the long list of reasons for your decision to revoke my status as half of something good and [...]
