This past weekend my cat Harvey was poisoned and after a rapid and distressing deterioration was put to sleep at the vets; he was coming up for five years old. Harvey and Lucy were two tabby cats that I took in when I was living alone in West Sussex and for a short period of [...]
Archive for the ‘Misery’ Category
Sometimes A Great Notion…
Posted in Misery on March 20, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
We Were A Place
Posted in Misery on November 19, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
How many of these things do I have to take? Couldn’t I just take the life time’s worth at once and have done with the whole wretched show? It don’t matter if you write this out, sing this out, cavort around the stage and make a dick of yourself in some attempt to get this [...]
Fool’s Police
Posted in Misery on October 15, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
[insert self-hatred here] + persona non grata = stare at the wall and not want to be anywhere in particular.
Welcome, Old Friend, Welcome to this world of Self Construction
Posted in Misery on December 2, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
This, you see, is the world in which we see our names well after we are dead; this is how we will be remembered. Our names are written neon-lit, they all toast our names at black-tie clad dinners, at starlit balls lovers tangle lips forgetting what it is we did. This is being remembered simply [...]
Close your eyes.
Posted in Misery on January 18, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Because there are just so many things in this world you don’t want to see. The level of disappointment doesn’t have any upper limit and people they will endlessly attack everything that you might even laughably suggest was yours. Innocense won’t last two seconds and anyway who’d want it to, it isn’t sexy in practice [...]
Check in
Posted in Disillusion, Disillusionment, Frustration, Misery, Philosophy on August 19, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I should perhaps just post something to let people know that I am still actually alive and have not decided to throw myself from a tall building. Just as an example of what a fun guy I am yesterday me and my brother went to the V Festival in Chelmsford Essex and after about an [...]
Making new friends, trying new things, a hopeless attempt to escape the past
Posted in Meaningless Rambling, Misery, Personal on July 4, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Somewhere in some far off parallel universe I am getting married to a girl called Fliss. Somewhere in a similar universe I revel in my past and am a dutiful, fully paid up member of the official ‘prep’ club, having not screwed up in most area’s of my life and not being an out and [...]
